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i have given myself permission to stay in my pyjamas til noon. it's especially comfy and nice on this grey, rainy day. though, hm, my deluded weather pixie seems to think it's a blue sky, sunny kind of day. odd.

C came over last night. it was fabulous to see her. she and mmm_cake got some take out and we ate and vented about the various frustrations in our lives and i thought about how i would genuinely like to be seeing more of her. which isn't a thought i have about too many people these anti-social days.

and this morning, my e-mail was very good to me. a second draft to read over, exciting potential plans in the works, a little secret-something that i can't really believe i got to read, and more friendly welcomes for this weekend's (tomorrow’s really) visit to noho. such very good things.

bitch moan wah wah

wow. this is a Very Special mood i'm in. partly a result of job-searching on line. oy. it just sucks. suckssuckssucks. ::cries:: ::gets self together:: though i did somewhat enjoy conversing with a real estate agent just now about his indignation over the american idol winner. heh. but that was depressing too - the places he was all enthused about turned out to either be in florence or not allow pets. >.< my cat is many things, but she is not a threat to anyone's apartment. jeez.

and i've gotten 4 e-mails today from choir members who won't be at rehearsal tonight or the service on sunday. it doesn't matter too much for sunday bc the music's easy-ish and i know it's a holiday weekend etc. but it means there's no way we can do the hard piece i wanted to so on the 15th - celebration sunday bc we won't have enough time with everyone at rehearsal. so now i don't know what we'll do that day. pooh.

and yeah. just. the basics. it's the fucking basics about life that get you down the worst, you know? a place to live, a place to work. ::grumble::

on a lighter and much happier note: ahahaha

turn about

mood improved 1000x after receiving a cute little silver and green paw-printed card. and reading this.

and sending what i hope is the final draft of the h/r to the lovely beta. that feels good too. and one of these days, maybe i'll work on the remix. mebbe.

i feel like i've read nothing but excellent ficage lately. perhaps it's time to throw together a list of recs. yes. think so. but not, like, right now. no, work. workity work. with apparently next to no one coming. great. ::sulks::

no! i was getting perky! wheeee!!! low choir numbers! it'll be very intimate and personal! i sure do love people! whee. um, i mean, !!!

FIC: Seeker, H/R

after MUCH lj-posting strife, here it is! this is a companion to starbuckle's keeper, posted moments ago. both follow in the harry/ron series we've been writing - first four here: just isn't done, not for him, morning and after.


( Seeker - Harry/Ron - R - 946 words )