afrin = the devil

this i have learned. i took some yesterday before rehearsal. then i thought i was going to die. my head felt like it was about to break in two. and i was all queasy and couldn't stay upright after a while. i made it through rehearsal ok, mostly because i was distracted from my pain. but bleh. i'm never taking that shit again. later this morning, i think i will have a ceremonial burning of the rest of the bottle. sure, i can breathe through my nose, but at what price?

hello! camillafarfalla and scottxwl! don't leave me hangin' here. especially scott, you know with the Major Life Change and all. a girl could worry. and hominidj, i'm just assuming you've fallen off the face of the lj earth.

was unfriended by one person yesterday as a result of the kerfluffle. well, good. won't really miss her anyway. and really, it's best to know these things about people, don't you think? ::sigh:: sometimes i think about how black and white everything used to be for me too. it was a comfy place. but the world just isn't like that. the world in general and particularly our little slashy world. and i will continue to enjoy our many lovely shades of grey.