tested

survived last night's audition. more than survived? don't know. my voice was sadly fluttery with nerves when i sang my song... i did ok, but not stellarly, on the interval memory part. my sight reading... well, ok, yeah, that kicked ass. it's the thing i do well and it's nice to have a thing like that. but so... i won't know if i'm in or not for at least a week or so bc there are many more auditions to be heard. so, i'll just try not to think about it. uh huh.

oh. my subconscious has an odd way of interpreting my fandom dream requests. last night's dream (which would be too boring to attempt to recount) included xander, hermione, yasser arafat and undone27 who i've never seen but is some kind of nurse? and came into an emergency situation in nurse garb and somehow i knew it was her. huh.

read girlslash by ivyblossom this morning. (does it seem like all i do lately is pimp her stuff? hmm.) i'd have to say it's the best girlslash i've read thus far. though... that's probably only comparing it to about three other fics. still, damn good.

i'm hoping my allergies have finally subsided today. yesterday was pretty miserable but i took the excuse to do nothing all day (except for the meeting and audition). today... well, naturally there's more to do as a result. so... yeah. will do things. but. but. PSA's updated and. and. um. i might have to explore that for a while. heh. yeah. might.

scottxwl? i'm all what's going on? bc yours is almost always the first post i see in the morning. which makes this a weird morning. hope all is well.
[edit] there you are! ::waves::

see that band all dressed in red

lookie - i'm up all late. haven't done this in a while. why i choose the night before i start work... well. heh. whatever!

i am feeling bold. i think this is the night i delve into the reading of snapefic. that's right. bring on the harry/snape! i can handle it. no, really, i can!

i miss the following people: scottxwl, hominidj, harrimad_sol, starbuckle, claire, lauren, allan, matt, riki, emily, fatou, daouda, amy, susan, patty, olie, angel, ian... this list goes on and on. and it's my fault that i don't see or talk to the majority of those people. for that i suck. for the ones who i miss just because they aren't here, i don't suck so much. ::hugs:: to you guys.