what am i doing up?

yeah, see, i should be in bed. i had a lovely chat with starbuckle and i read a satisfyingly mushy sirius/remus fic... so i should go sleep now.

instead... i am mulling all sorts of things over and over. like... julian moving to ohio. meh. trying to put on brave face about this but... am sad. i can admit it like a big girl. i'm going to frickin miss seeing him... being able to see him with only a few hours of effort. mild, foot-on-pedal effort.

::sigh:: go to bed! get sleep, will feel better. maybe. or i could go look for new icon material. for me... and for scott... or i could go to bed.

i could at least stop spamming...

why am i still here?

i could be doing the same stuff at my parents' house with a much faster connection. all i have to do is get dressed and get in the car. sure, it sounds easy.

hah. starbuckle's up and going for a run. now i feel extremely lazy. will get dressed soon.

i was up til 2:30 or so... doing nothing. reading some sirius/remus that was much better than i thought it was going to be - thus, got hooked and had to read the 5 existing parts of a wip. staying up til 2:30 is nothing new. but when's the last time i got up at 7? couldn't tell ya.

so. off to the rents' where i can wash sheets and play and try to find the missing cats. then driving judy to the chiropractor. then pick up the old monster computer from dean and tracy - who are moving back to canada and for some reason don't want to take it with them. weird that they're leaving. i won't miss them. but weird anyway.

much thinking going on in my little head. about scottxwl and hominidj and starbuckle and girlslash (as inspired by lobelia321). too many thoughts to write. especially when i need to go get dressed and leave.

i was sitting across the table from rach last night when i read, "potter, you can skin malfoy's shrivelfig" and snorted out loud. thankfully, she didn't ask.

yes, as a wise friend once said, "dirty addictions are the best."