i don't know. i have no point. i'm just rambling. i'm just crying about them again and wondering where it all comes from.
I just wanted to say that I feel what you feel, I know what you mean, I sympathize with you. I'm not undone by just remus/sirius, but the HP fandom in general. The books themselves, all the characters, the fanfiction, even the movies affect me on some deeper base level of myself to the point where I weep for the reality of it all. Because it is all so real to me- the people, the places... so real that sometimes it hurts. I don't think I make any sense at all. Oh well. <33 @ you.
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Date: 2003-02-13 10:03 am (UTC)I just wanted to say that I feel what you feel, I know what you mean, I sympathize with you.
I'm not undone by just remus/sirius, but the HP fandom in general. The books themselves, all the characters, the fanfiction, even the movies affect me on some deeper base level of myself to the point where I weep for the reality of it all. Because it is all so real to me- the people, the places... so real that sometimes it hurts. I don't think I make any sense at all. Oh well. <33 @ you.