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Jan. 7th, 2003 02:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phineasjonesam finding it difficult to gather the motivation needed to get my ass out the door and to my job. ::sigh:: who said this self-scheduled thing was a good idea? me. memememe. love it. but, motivation. yeah.
the staff meeting this morning was uneventful but troubling. so much bitching about church politics. but the minister is all about us pulling together as the four woman staff that we are and supporting each other and blah blah. and i generally agree that that's a good idea - and that there are some folks in that church who are problematic in the way they go about things. but i feel stuck in the middle. i don't like her or the way she does things but i don't think they're doing a much better job of it. so, who can i be honest and open with there? no one, it would seem. and that stinks. there's the re director, but we're in the same boat. still, should talk to her alone. hmm.
ok. ok. i'm going to work now. hmph. but first i'm going to change my pants. i don't feel groovy enough in these pants and there's not really enough room for the knee brace.
the staff meeting this morning was uneventful but troubling. so much bitching about church politics. but the minister is all about us pulling together as the four woman staff that we are and supporting each other and blah blah. and i generally agree that that's a good idea - and that there are some folks in that church who are problematic in the way they go about things. but i feel stuck in the middle. i don't like her or the way she does things but i don't think they're doing a much better job of it. so, who can i be honest and open with there? no one, it would seem. and that stinks. there's the re director, but we're in the same boat. still, should talk to her alone. hmm.
ok. ok. i'm going to work now. hmph. but first i'm going to change my pants. i don't feel groovy enough in these pants and there's not really enough room for the knee brace.
