mangi fii... still
Dec. 15th, 2002 08:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phineasjoneswell. that's over then. a little post performance let down just now. not let down in the sense of disappointment, but in the sense of being in a high place and then being gently placed back down in a lower place.
it went well. miraculously well. they did that annoying and wonderful things choirs do where they all of sudden process everything you've been saying to them for the past 3 months, hold their heads up and shine. it was not flawless, but it held together, and well. i'm happy. i'm proud. i'm frickin tired.
the response from the congregation, minister, family, friends etc was also extremely positive. ::breathe:: such sweet relief.
but my brain's not really my own yet. i'm in the decompressing state. i feel like this is something performers understand and nonperformers don't really get. (well, some, not all) that and the general importance of performing... and feedback and... oh. hm. just got something about writing. i suddenly want to kiss the feet of everyone i've never written feedback for. hmm. will further ponder this when i have my brain back.
it went well. miraculously well. they did that annoying and wonderful things choirs do where they all of sudden process everything you've been saying to them for the past 3 months, hold their heads up and shine. it was not flawless, but it held together, and well. i'm happy. i'm proud. i'm frickin tired.
the response from the congregation, minister, family, friends etc was also extremely positive. ::breathe:: such sweet relief.
but my brain's not really my own yet. i'm in the decompressing state. i feel like this is something performers understand and nonperformers don't really get. (well, some, not all) that and the general importance of performing... and feedback and... oh. hm. just got something about writing. i suddenly want to kiss the feet of everyone i've never written feedback for. hmm. will further ponder this when i have my brain back.