i'm not modest, i just know they're bad.

[phineasjones]

ugh. i feel like ass. right, so, no little angel appeared on my shoulder yesterday to tell me not to drink that big iced coffee at 5 pm. it seemed like a perfectly logical thing to do at the time, as i was wilting and tired in the nastiness of heat and humidity. so... no sleep for me. almost literally. maybe some sleep. but i know i was up at 1 and i know i was up at 4 and i know i spent much of the rest of the time tossing and turning and trying not to stress about being awake. and now i feel awful.

i must have slept at some point though, bc i had another sad dream. but this one was funny sad. my dad decided to put on a variety show. i had to help by playing violin to back up someone's song. the song sucked and the person kept screwing up and i was pissed because he couldn't count. the whole show flopped. when it was over, people just left without applauding. i felt so bad for my father. so bad.

this has been an odd few nights as i rarely remember dreams at all.

the good news of my weekend is that we now have 3 out of 5 rooms completely unpacked, cleaned and decorated. this makes life feel different - and generally better. and i think i will show my appreciation for the clean bedroom by going to take a nap in it. this should be particularly delightful as last night's thunderstorm broke the heat and humidity and now it's lovely and cool. i think i'll take my current book to nap with me. just started last night, em forster's the longest journey. so far, v. much like other em forster.


scott, julian, sarah
i was thinking i'd really like to see y'all sometime soon. julian and sarah, i know you have a crazy schedule going on... is there any time that would work for the three of you for rach and i (or just me, if it's during the week) to visit? not stay over, so much, as just a day/evening visit. what do you think?

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[hominidj.livejournal.com]

i would really love that. sarah and i have talked about it recently. this week miriam is here until saturday. maybe you could come the next week. are there any dates that are definately out of the question for you guys?

[hominidj.livejournal.com]

strange dream. the thought of your father putting on a variety show is hillarious. i wonder what's up with all the dreaming recently.