first, unrelated to the rest of this post - HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD WAY. really, i mean that with all my heart.
now. let's talk brendon.
these days, i spend about 50% of my thoughts on brendon urie and 50% on everything else. and i am not alone. inkjunket
made the clever connection the other day that brendon is like the sirius/remus of bandom. because there is SO MUCH in bandom that i love and am amused by and care about and that is meaningful to me. but brendon. he takes over my thoughts and i spend time, like, actively worrying and wondering about him ('thoughtful worrying,' as jjtaylor
describes it). this is the first time this kind of thing has happened to me in a real person fandom and as such, it's a little confusing. am i thinking about brendon the character or brendon the person? i think it's kind of both.
i have things to do with my day so i can't really write the post about the things i think and worry about brendon. it has a lot to do with my belief that he is queer and how weird and hard that must be in the context of decaydance/fbr. and lately it has some to do with his relationship to the cab (hence brendon/cash) and to ryan and to his band. and... brendon!
and so now i feel the need to picspam. just some pics of brendon being brendon and brendon with his band. because... ( BRENDON )